Hello, my friends,
Before I say anything, I just want to thank you. Your support is the quiet, steady rhythm beneath all the music I create, and it’s for you that I want to pull back the curtain on my new album, Angels & Demons. This project is more than just a collection of tracks for me; it’s a piece of my own heart, and I want to share the story of how it came to be.
It all started with a feeling I think we all know.
Have you ever felt that? That little voice telling you that you have to be perfect, like an angel? For so much of our lives, we’re taught to strive for this flawless ideal. We’re meant to be patient, selfless, and always good. But life isn’t like that. We get angry. We make selfish choices. We feel envy. We break. And in those moments, a crushing guilt can set in, making us feel like we’ve failed—like we’ve become the opposite, a demon.
For years, I wrestled with this inner debate. This idea that we have to be one or the other. But the truth is, we are never just one thing. We are a paradox. We are the serene angel and the raging demon, all at once. True harmony isn’t found in choosing a side, but in accepting that this internal war is part of what makes us human. That complex, beautiful, and sometimes painful struggle is the soul of Angels & Demons.
When it came time to turn this idea into music, my process was a little unconventional. It might sound strange, but I don’t really start with music. Because I’m a writer at heart, I always start with a story. I’ll close my eyes and picture a scene, an imaginary scenario, as clearly as a movie in my head. For one track, it might be the image of thousands of wings unfurling at dawn. For another, it’s the feeling of a single, warm ember glowing in the ashes of a ruin.
I hold onto that one core feeling—that single image—and I search for its sound. I’ll sit at my keyboard and look for a melody or an arpeggio that feels like a whisper of that story. Once I find it, that’s the anchor. From there, I build the entire track, layer by layer, to serve that one initial feeling. That’s how we got the 16 different worlds that make up this album.
Usually, my anchor is the piano, my home instrument. But for Angels & Demons, the story demanded something different. The sound in my head was less percussive and more fluid, more sweeping. So, more often than not, I found myself starting with the strings, letting their mournful cries and soaring hopes lay the foundation before anything else.
This brings me to the sound of the album. Some might call it “classical,” but I feel “modern classical” is a better fit. I know it’s not the top-trending genre on the charts, but I’ve always believed its power is universal and absolutely not elitist. Think about the movies that have moved you to tears or made your heart pound in your chest. The score behind those moments was very often orchestral, a modern classical piece that you enjoyed without even thinking about the genre. It speaks a language we all understand. In a way, almost all music stands on the shoulders of the classical giants.
But enough about that. Let’s get to how it’s made. There is no band, no recording studio full of people. There is just me, in my room, with my controller keyboard. I record every single instrument, one by one. The first violins, the second violins, the cellos, the horns, the timpani… each part is played and recorded individually.
Then comes the part that is both magic and madness. I go back and edit every single note, adjusting the timing and volume to capture the tiny imperfections and nuances of a real human performance. I try to breathe life into the digital, to make you forget that it all came from one person and one keyboard.
My ultimate dream, the one I hold onto every day, is to one day stand in a hall and hear Angels & Demons performed by a real, living orchestra. But until that day comes, the orchestra plays in my head, loud and clear, all the time. I listen to them, and I do my best to translate their every move, their every breath, their every feeling, through my fingertips.
This album is the most honest translation I could create. It’s the story of all of us. Thank you for listening. Thank you for being a part of it.
Listen to the full “Angels and Demons” album on your favorite platform: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dannyballan/angels-and-demons
Or you can listen to it right here; right now…
With all my heart,
Danny Ballan
Editor-in-Chief
P.S. There is nothing a writer or a composer loves more than to hear what people think about what they do, so please let me know in the comments or you can email me directly at danny@dannyballan.com
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